I only wait..

My days after you left,,
..
..
..
I'm still working 7 day a week, even harder
Just to make sure my life continues with kindly thing..

I'm still learning how to be a good woman, read everybook that bracing my spirit up
Doing every positive thing that I can do
It's simply enough to make me smile

I cry, yes, I still cry sometimes,
When everything I do to ignoring you whom always fulfilled my head with, still doesn't work

I'm shuting up my mouth from everyone who ask,
I still believe that you will always stay, you will always there where my heart find her mate someday..
'Coz I've told you to stay not for a moment, I need you for a thousand years, did you remember?

But I cann't set the destiny..
So, I'm still praying, I'm praying 7 times a day, even more
I pray in every 'shalah', I pray everytime I go to sleep, and after..
I pray
I pray to Him whom whatsoever is in the heavens and on the earth glorifies to Him, and He is the All-Mighty, the All-Wise,
To keep this feeling is always tied to us if we'll better together,,
or just make it lost if we'd better to be apart..

I stop to say 'I miss you'..
'Cause I know, I only make another mistakes..

I only wait..